Believing that God is actually God

"Just believe" Jesus and the apostles used to say, while the pharisees wanted to prove to God how God-like they were. The bastard's preached this disease, and still do today. If someone told me they hated God and Christianity, i'd have to agree that who they think god is and who they think a christian is i also hate. God doesn't care how much you try to twist his arm, or convince Him or trick Him into thinking you are good enough. He wants you to believe in him. Just believe...

"lord, i have done many thins to prove to you how amazing i am. I believe i have reached an outstanding level of humility. I have the knowledge of my good and evil to explain why i should be allowed in heaven where, i would like to continue pointing the finger at others and manipulating you. Since i have achieved so much for you, i demand you consider why it doesn't matter that i believe you are a pathetic, week, insecure, scarred little nervous child who needs to hold my steady hand for reassurance of my power to become like it."

Self-righteous prayer.